All the world's a stage,
And all the men and women merely players.
They have their exits and their entrances;
And one man in his time plays many parts.
Monday, October 31, 2005 / 1:59 PM
Went to PS yesterday wif Kay n my mum and I realised tt if u want to meet yr frens, go to PS on a sundae. I met Bimbo at John Little of all places! Then Kay and I went to Spotlight and met Sarah E and her sis. They shouted my name and then I noticed them. (Sorry, was blind and deaf) Then we went to Times, bought some books and were on our way back to Sharon's (kay's mum) house when I heard my name again. Tis time it was frm Jocelyn! Damn, then we went back to the house and Kay n I went downstairs to play some basketball. But, cuz sumone was too lazy to pump the basketball, we ended playing wif a really really bouncy ball. Then her dad sent my mum and I home. Followed by a conference call wif the 2/4 LD ppl abt Sec 4 farewell. Nice rite? Anyways, I'm so addicted to the song No Daddy by Teairra Mari. It roxs!Don't let my cute face fool ya
Friday, October 28, 2005 / 1:29 PM
What can I say about todae?Well, we got back our results.Not smiling.Hope I can get into 3/8. Best combo.Last day of school! Finally! No more of being in 2/4.... YES!!!!!Been through so much in my lifeSeen things in my lifeThat I never thought I'd make it through Had a few close calls in my life That could have ended my life But I'm here looking at you - Teairra Mari, 'No daddy'
Tuesday, October 25, 2005 / 8:25 AM
You're the reason i don't trust no oneAnd i don't love no oneFrom the places i've comeSad songs i've sungAll the times i've been stungFor you bring the worst out of me
Monday, October 24, 2005 / 5:34 PM
Sitting in my corner waiting.Today was ultra boring. We had a talk about dengue,netball prep and then break and then "gettin to noe your house comm." We got wet at the last bit. That was fun though. I am addicted to the song Time by St. Lunatics. It's damn good! I dun't noe which classes to choose. I want to take full lit cuz I'm doin better in lit but only 2 classes offer that. I can't even take full science cuz of certain reasons. See, this is what happens when you don't have a condusive learning enviroment. At tis rate I'll be goin to either 3/9 or 3/10. If that happens, my grades are goin to suffer. Just like now. Sighs. The world is cruel.
Friday, October 21, 2005 / 2:48 PM
Fixed colour seeps into the young night sky turning the moon a deep tune across the withering horizon, soft wings fly over the rolling waves to the blackness in bloom. Sail precious wishes to hug our world and to kiss the damp forest goodnight. The hope of peace, between us in our world and for a morning so golden and bright. Why?I study my ass off until I get sick and yet I can still fail.I studied so bloody hard and I can still fail.I studied so bloody hard that I got sick because of it.
And yet, I fail.Thank you so much for letting me realise that I amount to nothing.Thank you for destroying my hope and dreams.Thank you.
Rain. It dusts upon the outstretched palms of harmony like the magical chord of a silver harp. Dull grayness folds over the horizon beyond, so calmly to the tattoo her feet tap. Pattering softly, leaving puddles to mirror the beauties of the dark hailing to the sweet dreams to the sleeping mountains and to the drooping heads of the ghostly trees, sending song to the waving glasses of solemn plains on the whispering wind to give to the sea.
Thursday, October 20, 2005 / 5:21 PM
The light scattered itself in silver and gold glints over the ground, and the intricate shadows of the branches danced with the gleams over the soft grasses, which rippled gently in the spring breeze.Heard you this morning.Talking.Rite next to me.Every word that came out of your mouth was a lie.As you talked I was thinking."Why don't you practice what you preach?"Because you're a hypocrite.Just like the rest."If you treasure this friendship" you said to them.Then try to make it last.Whatever.Everything I heard was a web of lies.But, it's not like you care.Never did and never will.Scream cause I curse.Yet, to her, you find it alrite.You once told me that I curse cause its cool.You have NEVER told her that and she curses cause she thinks its cool.I DO NOT curse cause its cool.Remember that.So here's a little sumthin for you."Get your motherfucking act together you bloody slut!"I'm looking for protection.Give me shelter from the storm.I just hope this light inside me keeps me strong.And my heart is breaking,Just for you.And my arms are open,Just for you. And these tears I'm crying are for you,Just for you.
Saturday, October 15, 2005 / 7:37 AM
Today I went out wif my cuz, Kayleigh and her friend, Amanda. We went to PS after they finished their modeling thing. We went to watch Corpse Bride. The queue for the tickets was so bloody long! But we managed to get seats. Rite in the front! But it wasn't a problem though. After buying the tickets we went to Burger King to eat lunch/dinner. After that, we took the balance sprite and went to the movie theater. The guys sitting behind us were so bloody annoying according to my cuz. They kept kicking her chair throughout the whole movie. She kept telling them to stop but they didn't thus getting my cuz pissed. Anyways, the movie was good and then we went back to their modeling thing. We were early so we walked around Takashimaya and looked at all the toys! That was fun..... After that we went back to the modeling thing and found out that it was at 6pm not 5pm! So we met my cuz, who is my Kayleigh's mom and told her. She brought Kyle home and the three of us went to Coffee Bean. After that we went back and Sharon and I waited for about half an hour and then we said goodbye to Amanda and we went back to my cuz's house. Followed by me going back home. Tired......
Friday, October 14, 2005 / 12:47 PM
What can I say? You never gave me a chance.You refused to believe in me.You didn't want to hear my case.You used to tell me to be myself.Now you tell me to change so that I can be a mindless clone who follows the queen bee.Sorry but I believe in being different.If that's a crime then I'll be spending a looooot of time in jail.Maybe you'll come and visit me and tell me how you're so successful and how I'm stuck in a prison cell wasting my life away.Truth is, I am wasting my life away.Every second of every day that I'm in school.Reason?All around me I see people being complete hypocrites and trying to kiss ass to the popular gurls.Can I help it if I refuse to kiss ass?Wait, don't answer that.I already noe what you're gonna say.I'm not the type of person who changes who she is just because people whom hate her tell her to.Sorry but this gurl ain't about to change any time soon.So I don't have a guy or wear mini-skirts.So I don't like the colour pink.Is that a crime?If it is then I only have 1 thing to say,"Lock me up."Unleash these chains from meand set me free.In the mirror I see,a tortured soul trying to hide her grief.Can't you see,the problems facing me.Can't you see,I'm just trying to be me.
Thursday, October 06, 2005 / 5:37 PM
"Say it if it's worth saving me" - Nickelback, Saving me.Ppl keep saying how, no matter what, they noe that I can handle all the bad talk about me but rite now, based on what the cuts on my arm are telling me, I think I've been pushed over the edge. Crossed the line. The cut that was done last wednesday still exists, amazingly. It's faded but you can still see it. Must have been deep. I say "must have" cause I just cut. The more painful it is, the better. I'm morbid I noe. There's nothing wrong with being morbid, but there's nothing rite about it either.
Geography exam todae. Lucky for me, I completed the paper. But my sentences for my 3 mark/ 5 mark questions were too short. Dun't care, at least I completed the bloody paper. Had maths lesson after that. Jo convinced me to cut the lesson short. Instead of stayin for an hour, we stayed for 20 mins. Nice rite?
Why are you ignoring me? Why do you treat me like I dun't exist? What have I done?
I just wish that one day, ppl won't judge me based on the rumors told by tt motherfucker. Or any other motherfucker for tt matter. I just wish that there wasn't such a thing as popular and unpopular people. It's just so fucking stereotypical. But hey, if you treat me like shit I'll be fine. I'll become stronger. Why do I want to be friends with people who refuse to listen to reason. I told you that I didn't do any of the stuff tt you've accused me of. But you refuse to listen to me. Why did you even fucking bother asking me? *SCREAMS*I'm gonna drown myself in music and malay. I'm gonna prepare myself for failing the malay paper tmr. Yeah, I'm a pessimist at most times. But only cause I've learnt that one should never get their hopes up cause when they fail, they get hurt, and frankly, I'm sick and tired of getting hurt.
I'm out. Good luck Sec 2's for tmr's mother tongue exam.
"If everyone cared and nobody cried
If everyone loved and nobody lied
If everyone shared and swallowed their pride
We'd see the day when nobody died" - Nickelback, If everyone cared.
Sunday, October 02, 2005 / 3:05 PM
Love.
Life.
Friendship.
All connected by a fragile bond that can withstand the test of time.
The bond can only be broken if we will it to.
Love.
Life.
Friendship.
A never ending circle.
It hurts us and pains us, yet it gives us hope all the same.
Love.
Life.
Friendship.
A privilege to have. Blessed are those who have experienced all three.
Cursed and broken are those who have yet to experience it's magic.
Love.
Life.
Friendship.
Cursed am I who has yet to experience love and has experienced the pain of life and friendship.
