All the world's a stage,
And all the men and women merely players.
They have their exits and their entrances;
And one man in his time plays many parts.
Tuesday, August 31, 2004 / 3:22 PM
I feel like killing myself.....I feel as if I'm dead inside....I'm not worthy of life...................................
I'm invisible.To everyone....I just want them to know how much it hurts....but they don't care.Nobody does.I just feel so alone right now.I'm always ignored and always alone no matter what I do and no matter what I say.What's a gurl supposed to do? I mean my so called friends...they want me to be someone I'm not...In their eyes, they're perfect...not me...Just because I'm not like them......Just because I don't do the things they do...I don't say the things they say....They believe rumours about me that aren't even true! I just don't know what to do anymore.......I'm alone....And I'll always will be....
Thursday, August 26, 2004 / 2:59 PM
I am bitchy,pissed off and in a mood to kill...I noe if u go to one of the other blogs, u'll see the exact same starting line but this is different...Started out in class a couple of days ago.My english partner ditched me and chose someone else....I was left with Tharshini....that started it....then today during malay class,cikgu started stuff bout the amazing race next saturday....so there 3 places and 4 gurls wanted to go.So they drew lots.Sara NAtasha ended up without the tick so she's out....then Christine and LEsley started saying we should vote cause THEY wanted sara natasha NOT Nadia....I was pissed off by tt time.So I told cikgu tt if we did tt it would not be fair.Then Christine had to butt in and say sum shit and I just became a total bitch to her...The looks I was getting from everyone during malay!!!!!Plus before tt,I was walking to malay class...keshveen n huda were next to me...obviously not toking to me let alone acknowledging me.Then they ran to catch up with Steph and Val,leaving me behind...then I caught up wif them(I walk fast...) and I swear it was like I was invisible.Then they stopped at St Gab's staff rm...thats when Huda asked me to leave and go to class....it was the way she said and everything happening tt made me pissed off....All my friends want me to change....but I'm happy being me....why can't they see tt? Am I invisible? Cause if I am,someone forgot to mention tt to me.....I can't cry even though I want to because I swore not to...ever since my friends started ditching me....I HATE LIFE!!!!!!!!
Help me?
Saturday, August 21, 2004 / 5:49 PM
Hey ya'll! Went to skool todae to help out in the malay Scrabble competition.Our skool against FTPSS and ACS.Our skool won for the Sec 1's....YEA! Anywayz, I am sooooo pissed off rite now......Val asked me to look at u noe who's blog and guess what shit she wrote about me.....feel like killing her...can't believe she was once my close fren...Go Screw Yrself lar.....
Friday, August 06, 2004 / 11:51 AM
A GARAGE-GURL. Youre into loud music, hot guys and
wild fashions. Youre most at ease when you've
got all your mates around you and you like to
party. Boys are a game and youre always on the
ball because you make sure you're always number
one.
Your virtues: Confidence, fun nature,
sociability.
Your flaws: Loudness, jealous tendency, need for
attention..
You almost certainly wouldn't like this game,
because it's not your thing:
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Hey ya'll...so much hwk......dying of boredom......sighs.Basically, life sux....
